This is first blog, i never wrote any blog or never maintained any dairy, i never had a need....but i dont know why i feel like writing now, may be it coz i never wabted to share this with anyone????
I dont know, may be or may be not....i made my life so complex and complicated that i m not able to find my way out of it.
Now this is my story,
Dont know how shall i start....
This is my story about my relationship with 2 various important women in my life...
One is my love, the other is my best friend...
So when i am soo lucky to have such great peope in my life, then why did it go so complex???
I met my girlfriend 4 years back in the year 2007, she was from my native place which is around 1000km from the place where i was working...i dont know about long distance relationships its problems etc, we never any problem tough we were so afr from each other...we use to chat in net, see each othe in webcam...we were so happy for being in love...
I was really happy to have her in my life, she completes me, she makes me feel special, she treats same as god.....soo much attention and love i forgot what i am......i was really madly and deeply in love with her....y should i be???? i was everything for her more that her parents.....and i never wanted anyone else other than her....
But slowly things started changing after a year, coz of this distance we were not able to meet each other more often...most of the times it was coz of work schedule and my tiredness...yes your relationship was getting old as well...misunderstandings started, we both started to argue....the thoughts, ideas which were matching a year ago started to mismatch.....she started becoming soo possisive of my friends...
To my fate...most of my good friends are girls...i dont knw y, but i used to have good friends and all turned out to be girls....
My girlfriend started feeling very possisive...tough we had so many disturbances we never wanted to break up....i never expected a life without her...when all this was happening entered a girl who changed my life...i dont know what to say is it she changed my life, or i changed her life??????
This is a question which i can never answer.....
I met my best friend in my office....first we were just colleugues....who just used to talk make fun and talk abiut office related things...
She is really great girl with extra ordinary skills...she is the best employee any company would wish to have....she had straight, beautiful and silky hair....which actually attracted me to her...but i guess i was just attaction....my misunderstandings, my disturbances with my girl friend always used to keep me dull...which affected my work....i was very upset....
Once i invited my best friend to my house for lunch....i introduced her to my girlfriend...my girlfriend teased her as she was little fat...
I felt bad.....but never told any of them...
At first i girlfriend never said anything about my friendship with my colleague....but slowly things started changing...she started feeling possesive as i wsa spending a lot of time with my friend in office as well as in phone...
Coz of this me n my girlfrind again used to have misunderstandings...i was getting irritated....noticing these changes in me my best friend once asked me whats going on...i told her that me n my girl friend are having misunderstandings and are fighting everyday...she used to suggest me what i have to do and all....i dont know slowly i started spending a lot of time with my colleauge...she is not my colleague any more she become my best friend...
